It's really hard to decide what course you're going to take and in what University or College!!!

It takes a matter of time to think and finally decide. Whatever you wanna be in college will be your career and life til you are here living on Earth. It's a matter of the future and life!! So it should be the course that will take you to a road of success in life and that you will enjoy and live with forever!!! Of course, we need a school with QUALITY and AFFORDABILITY. Quality if that school have board exam passers, or if that school is accommodated and known internationally or even if just here in Philippines. You don't want to be in a University that teaches nothing! There's no university that will put down theirs, of course, they will say good things to attract students to enroll. Affordability because you should know the capability of your parents or whoever will sustain your educational finances on how much can they give and afford. So everyone should really study hard, especially in college, because you just think of where and how it is so hard for our parent's work just to sustain our needs and it's hard to find money and have it. We should give importance to that. That is the only way we can give back what we owe to them. And it's very simple, just study hard, focus your mind into it. Focus!!!
I want to study in SOUTHVILLE FOREIGN UNIVERSITY because their major and more focuses on Hotel and Restaurant Management which i would like to take. But it is very very very AFFORDABLE!!! just 350 000 per year and that is a 3-year course!! How AFFORDABLE!! That's why that is the hindrance to it!!! OH NO!! we just really can't afford that much money except for other expenses included. What I like about it is that it offers international careers in UK and you will continue you're studies abroad!! If you are a scholar, you get discounts!! But it's still a hard thing to do!!! I also wanted in MAPUA and Saint Benilde....haayyss.. It's hard to decide!!

I didn't have post yesterday because.....u'll find out!


July 23, 2008
>>>we have our CAT today. i have to bring the clothes for the Type C!! I still want to be an officer! that's why I really regret why I don't continue my training. The day started good. Everything's fine in morning of classes. We had a meeting about our traditional SABAYANG PAGBIGKAS with our adviser Mrs. Delia Ubiadas, but she said its SABAYANG BIGKAS I don't know the difference, but the same meaning of course. I don't wanna mention on what we had agreed because others can read this and they may get ideas! LOL! no, of course, it's a surprise! And after that we had our much awaited CAT! Our platoon leader is sick, so Bernice will take charge, but Cheekz is still there to guide her. Our activity for today is CPR. Cardio pulmonary.....???? I don't know the next. We have to do that CPR with the dummy which is very scary!! It really looks like a real woman! duhh, of course, dummy??First the officers are the one to demonstrate it, and then they will assign 1 girl and 1 boy for each platoon to do the same thing, and then will be exempted in the exam so I volunteered!! I was in the Charlie company so I have the chance to breathe and prepare for the dummy! Her name is Suzy, I don't know if I got the right spelling of it. Jana said that it is the name of all the dummy for the demonstration, with the jacket, and there's something ek ek they're holding and it will turn orange if you got the right way to pump her chest, and green light if you got the right way to KISS her??!!! What?? Yes, we're going to breathe throught its mouth! They put alcohol after one another because lots of people are going to KISS?? her !! hahaha!! I was the first one to do that in our platoon!!! Oh no!! At first, its kinda hard to pump her chest because its rubber and really hard to push it, you really need to put lots of EFFORT to push or else the victim can't survive!!?? And then, the shocking and most icky part, MOUTH TO MOUTH RESUSITATION !! The people keep on saying it will be the first kiss!! And I was keep thinking about it! And one thing comes into my mind about first kiss, and I thought the name for Suzy will be SUZEKE!! hahaha!! LOL!!Because i don't want to claim Suzy as my first ever kiss!! hahahah!! But it's fun!! It's something so strange and I had experienced it before I die!! For me, it's an achievement having the courage to kiss a DUMMY!??! And after the CAT, we decided to eat in Jollibee and Kichi and I ordered just a burger and ice cream. And while we're eating we're eating, we turn our heads to the side, and saw Jason crying. he didn't tell the whole story and exact reason why, but we knew some, and we thought it is the reason. but not sure of it. And then after we eat, we go home and say goodbye to each other. When I got home, my mother was angry I don't know why. She said that she can't open the computer because there needed to put a password which I don't know that there is such!! She keeps on insisiting that I have the password and I told her maybe my brother put that because he was in the house last night, and I was almost raising my voice, because i don't want to be insisted as the one who done wrong and she got angry and we had again WAR!!! So, I wasn't able also to open my ym and other accounts yesterday.. I slept early at 8:30 pm!!

July 24, 2008
>>> and still the mood of the WAR is still there when I woke up. She is not scolding me but my younger brother because he didn't woke up early again. I was making faces but not saying a word. And went to school. My classmates greeted me, but I ignored them. I wasn't in the mood this morning. but i have to get back the happy face because my seatmates keep on telling " ANG AGA-AGA BAD TRIP KA". And Arvin keeps on telling his LOBO jokes!! That's why I can't help but smile and laugh!! And I'm in the mood again!! After accounting we have PE and we practiced our dance. Daisy borrowed my fan, but sir Melvin saw it and BROKE it on its side. It wasn't broken all over, he's not that too bad. I was shocked when i saw it!!! OH NO!! and I make faces but with no one! I was just really shocked!! And then in recess, Marvin told me that Daisy thought I was angry to her and that I make face with her, and I said no, I didn't and I was not. And then in TLE, we talked because she's asking about the measurement of something. I was able to finish the second part of exam. i think I was the first one!! heheehehe... but it was just my trial, i will make another one, just to test if there will be some problems making it, and it was easy, for me... And after that we had our English and Mrs. Salve told us there will be a CAREER ORIENTATION again in the gym for tomorrow. whole day orientation... And then in our Filipino time, we practiced again our SABAYANG PAGBIGKAS. And then after classes, we have a meeting for the Science club, and the officers for the club are most of 3rd year students that's why we're complaining that 4th year students are the one should be elected!!! And it wasn't fair because we are outnumbered by lower batch because there were just few 4the year students!!! GRR!! And then after we still have our practice for the play. Actually we just watched a movie about Daniel in the Lion's Den which is very funny and it's musical that's why its enjoyable!! that's it for today!! KEEP READING!!

we had our performance in PE, dance, so we're tired in the very morning this day!! shocks! my bangs!! i don't wanna get wet bangs.. coz it looks like "BASANG SISIW" but we have to accpet the fact, that we have this subject and you will really get sweat!! hahaha!!LOL! and we got good score. I found out that after we had our PE, the next second year students are they!! And I saw him.... the life of LARRA is still the same everyday...going to school, going home... so i don't have a sensible post yet.. maybe if I will share some stories or lessons of LOVE??? haayyss.. SOON

I am making myself damn busy. Yes, i should be. There's a lot things to do in 4th YEAR HIGH SCHOOL!! lots of pressure in the FIRST SECTION!!! well, this is where I belong, I should prove that I REALLY BELONG and reason WHY I am still standing in the first section. First, ARE the PROJECTS!!! Including Computer- articles about Information Technology, Exam in P.E.- Hip-Hop Aerobics, Exam in Filipino- Sabayang Pagbigkas, English- Play and a lot more coming!! (hehehe not yet sure about that!)
Preparation for the entrance exam in college, and the forms to be passed!! GGRRRR!! So much challenge! SO TOUGH being 4th Year student, that's why I will just post everyweek, not everyday...or if I'm free not doing so much tasks in school I can post everyday...
Just for other days that I haven't able to post, this are just recaps- - -

July 16,2008
>>>We have our CAT so I should bring the @#$*! clothes to wear! And I just made a daily routine going to school, there's still no CHANGES!!! the only thing that changes is the jeepney I have to ride on. As usual if there's quiz or seatworks, the teachers are SOOOO TIGAS!!!! As in TIGAS!!! Not the one you're thinking, what I mean is that they are all STONE-HEARTED sometimes....

July 17, 2008
>>>Today we have my just currently one of my favorites, P.E. because of the hip-hop aerobics. We had a quiz and we got 17 out of 20 average in dancing Doom Again just because of wrong hand gestures of some. One for All, All for One, so if someone's not doing right, we are all affected!!

- - - Just for the sum of past two days, I wasn't able to see him....grrrr!hoooowww saadd..

Just for today, we had our Career Orientation and I belong to batch 2 going to the AVR because the room can't accommodate all the 4th year high school students, and the sad part is that our section was the only one divided!!! grrr...!! And while they are in the seminar, we are doing nothing but chat and do what stupid and damn things we wanna do! But, some have sharings of Words of God, and I belong to that group!! hehehehe..just after I had finished my plate in TLE. And after that we had our recess and was not so tired because there's nothing we did in our subjects!!!hahaha! the teachers are kind today....Just for TODAY!!
And when it's our turn to have the seminar, we walked a mile to the AVR, soooo far indeed!Before the seminar we just enjoyed ourselves laughing at each other with our funny topics about...(sshh cannot be revealed!). And just the orientation started, the first speaker is not quite good because there is no ENERGY in her talking!!! How can we get able to be interested?? If she is the one that looks much pitiful than ours?? duuh?? And the second one was quite good, but I can't say that she is BETTER than the other one, and then the next and the next and the next!! We felt very so sleepy that's why we don't get much information and ideas in what they wanted to impart. But that boredom was changed when we get out the AVR because today is the victory party of the SBO officers..And eehheemm! I saw him when we were walking down the hallway in the front of the faculty room. And we went to our room and there we saw in the hallway the foods are prepared in the table!!!hahahaha! There's AMBER so there's PALABOK!! yummy!! And I saw puto, and brownies, chicken, softdrinks and juice...I entered our gloomy classroom! it's so messy!! I think there's a snake living behind the lockers!! aarrgghh!! sooo messy! And I saw from inside that cute boy...heheheh...yes, HE. And I eat and I got two rounds of plate! Including, palabok, brownies, chicken and puto. I also got a juice and softdrink!! wwooaah!! mooonster!!! hahaha!!! I got a full tummy appetite!! hahahaha!! thank you SBO!!
And because we are very, very responsible students..hmm?? we had practiced our dance in PE which is taught to us by Karen Samson, and I easily got the steps..

********whenever I hear a song, especially a mellow one, I remeber some things in the past, reminding me of that really makes me sooo sad...But now, I just got crazy about the song of John Mayer, Waiting On The World to Change. It's not a new song, but it's wonderful!!

I will do now what should be done first..

hayyss...I'm tired repeating my post!! Th web cannot save what I'm writing!!grr!!!the nxt day I will work it out!!>>http://sooooozeke.blogspot.com/ that go to this blog....all there of stories..

The whole day I sleep!..hehehe..not so..I did my assignments..and then surf the net..I can't think of a sensible post today....there's nothing much I did today so....there should be no much talk today..=) If weekdays I can post the whole lot! But when weekends, there's nothing to do just assignments and review lessons...next day I have so much to tell..=)

I woke up early this morning because I'm going to our school for the review in UPCAT or other universities you wanted to take a test. This was just a review of all the lessons in high school. Thanks for this opportunity that I can review lessons because I wasn't able to take the review on vacation because my mother didn't allow me. This is abig help for me..LOL!

I will take up a course Hotel and Restaurant Management in ,hoping , Polytechnic University of the Philippines or University of Sto. Thomas. I want to take up this course because this is my "porte". I know I will excel in this one and this course is what I really want even before. I'm planning to get a job outside the country maybe in America or Europe with my aunt living there. I hope and I know I will be successful!!!

This was so dumb day!! I don't want to do something!..Lazy mode today....that's why I just take a looooooooooooooooooooooong sleep. I woke up 6 pm and then I started surfing the net...

As i have said, I'm lazy doing things today, so this will be my shortest post...

This is the day that all have been waiting for, the results of the election activities and voting of high school students...
But first let's get to the very first thing happened on this day..
>>I joined again the officers to check the student's attire..And I saw him! He walked just before my face!..
And then I entered our classroom. I went near the aircon for it was a very humid day..And there are my classmates who are speaking too loud, too loud that Ernest shouted and said " MGA P*****I** NYO!! WAG KAU D2 ANG IINGAY NYO!!" which really shocked me!! It's very early for the day to hear those words! for he was reviewing about the notes in History, he can't concentrate that's why he can't control himself and shouted those words, which really irritated me although he's not saying that to me because i wasn't that noisy.And one thing more that made me so "MASAMANG BIYAHE" isthat, I have this classmate of mine who is asking what we should review about History and then Nathalie said that the one in the xerox copy. I answered also the one included is in the notebook.And she keep on insisting that Mrs. Evoy might just give the one in the xerox copy and then i answered back in not my usual high tone voice that still we should review the notes for assurance we can get good score. And then she reacted differently for what i had said." SINASABI KO LANG NAMAN EHH!", she said. And I was so disappointed and get mad with that answer! There's nothing so BIG DEAL about that, why she had to get mad??!!!?And those words really irritated me and I get mad at the very beginning of the day!!ANG AGA PARA MABADTRIP!! But I just told myself that I should understand those people who didn't understand me for no one will benefit if I just keep my grudge in my heart so I'll just let it pass until the end of the day.
>>>WHAT I JUST WANTED TO SAY IS THAT WE ARE ALREADY 4TH YEAR STUDENTS WE SHOULD BE PATIENT, KNOW WHEN AND HOW TO REACT ON THINGS THAT ARE SENSITIVE FOR US TO HEAR ,ETC.BUT THOSE PEOPLE WHO ACTED LIKE MATURED YOUNG LADIES AND MEN ARE THOSE PEOPLE YOU DIDN'T EXPECT THAT ARE SO IMMATURED IN THEIR THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS!!BECAUSE i JUST NOTICED THAT THERE ARE LOTS OF PEOPLE WHO ACTED LIKE THAT! WHICH SHOULD BE NOT!

>>And then in the afternoon, Jana heard the students in other section screaming"PANALO NA SI GELLI!!" that made her really nervous and so am I!!(Jana is running for the position of Student Body Organization president). And when our classmates went back to the classroom, they say that Jana won the PRECIDENCY!! But that was not the final result.Partial of it. So we said to her that she should give early blowout!(for every party that won the election is really giving their million thanks to people and they give food and drinks). But then we still had our Filipino subject before we know the final result! And when the discussion is over, time for the RESULTS!! We went downstairs and to the gymnasium and look for the results.I saw the manila papers put on the wall and then there they listed the votes and counted it.The 3rd year students who belong in the first section are the one who counted the votes.Whenever the vote is counted, the paper is torn but not the whole paper just a sign that it was already been counted and listed.I saw Mrs. Orcales computing the votes. She handed a calculator and a gel pen. I saw that Jana's votes are 600 i think and the other is 200 or 300 plus I think..And then I saw FLORES votes and was very happy he won as business manager!!LOL!!And then when I was in front of Mrs. Orcales, he came near me and was looking at the results paper Mrs. Orcales was writing on. I stared at him...hahaha!It's just a glimpse actually! And then I told my classmates that he won!

>>After the results was computed, the students went to their homes and some were still in the schoollike us! We saw that the papers where we voted was just left in the gym so I thought of searching for his paper and mine!!LOL!! Yes, there are so many papers there but still I searched for his. I searched the box of PRECINT no.2 included D-L of surnames..And I was searching, searching, searching, until I found what I thought was his. Because there is this signature at the bottom left of the paper and i try to recognize his signature even if I really don't have the idea how he sign and how he write! There is this letter "E" with "F" in the sign. I found it! And then Kichi said that we should go to their classroom and serach for his locker to know how his handwritten is! I want to do so so we went there! i was very lucky that the door of their classroom doesn't need to be locked up for there is the sign of "HUWAG I-LOCK WALANG SUSI" and so we entered the room. I searched fot the notebooks on the table and I saw his notebook! His handwriting was somehow similar to the paper that I got but I still need to find for another notebook to be sure of his handwritten. I found his locker and then I search for his notebook but there was no notebook with his handwritten at all! I was surpirised that he brings all his notebook in the house for maybe he study lessons..And then I saw his compilation of Seatworks, Quizes and Assignments in Math and he had a good score! He even got perfect and/or his score is not failed!!GREAT!!And then I was doubting if I got the right paper, I wasn't so sure so we decided to go back to the gym but there is one guy who is looking from the window so Kichi and I hide under the table but poor we are we are caught!!LOL!! It's ok they didn't care..I don't know what section they belong to.And then we ran to the gym and search again. This time I was not the only one searching for SOMEONE'S paper but there are my other classmates who joined my stupid act!!hahaha!!I saw 3 papers that is the same of his handwritten and the siganture looks like signed like his name..I was confused which one. They are all possible his paper! But I decided to get all of them!!haha!!And then Bernice told me to search for her crush' paper, too. We had a deal that if I found it, she will treat me food! Anf how I am lucky today!!I found it!!!haha! Really the sign was his full name!!And then Bernice told me to keep it and she will treat me by Monday!!I'm so GREAT!!..And then after that we decided to go home...THE END!

We had our Meeting de Avance today!! I'm very excited for this day that we've all been waiting for..
Start of the day:
>>I'm a greeter today in our school, the one who greets the teachers entering the gate and "SHOUTING" the words "Good Morning Ma'am!" , "Good Morning Sir!!". Yes, really shouting!LOL! And we also have the officers for them to check if the students violate some rules of clothing in the school, like the BLACK SOCKS, girls with brassiere of bright colors and others. I joined them in inspecting. I'm in the gate of 2nd year students!! LOL!! I just want to make the beginning of my day a very good one. And it is! I saw him!!
>>We waited until 1:30 p.m. to go down the gymnasium for the meeting de avance! And when the clock strikes at that time, we all fixed our things in the locker as well as our hair and faces!LOL!! we're not the candidates!!hahah! I was waiting for someone..no, not one but two..hehe..the one Bernice talked to last night..And he came during the meeting de avance but he didn't saw the very start.. Don't care! And of course, the one campaigning for the business manager! They have their dance number but I noticed he's not good in dancing or maybe he is just SHY??He is this kind of guy that don't get involve in groups of many boys laughing and teasing other people or making "TRIP" with them, he is a very, very simple guy. He didn't even had a Yahoo Messenger!! or just maybe he don't know it!!??LOL! they said that he really don't like such things. And when the classes is over, he didn't get along with so many guys and he just with someONE, his friend and ride the service van and gets home. He didn't go to malls, to his classmates house or maybe if really needed he can go, too.He's not "GALA". Good boy....=)
>> But there is this guy came in the middle of the show...At first I didn't even want to look at him. But I saw him in a glimpse. I saw his RED HAIR!! LOL! CHICKEN BOY!! And I notice also he increase an inch of his height! Was that just a GLIMPSE??LOL!! I didn't saw him in near faces...
And that's my day for today..

I was very exhausted and haggard when I got home..It's just because we did this "hunting".
But first, we should get to the very beginning of this good day.

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Larra May.. 15 years young January 27, 1993 4th year high school student Southernside Montessori School.loves to dance and make some NOISE in the classroom!PERSPICACIOUS!>>i really love to talk..hate SNOBS so when i talk to you talk to me..don't be so rude making faces..i want an understanding friend and not the narrow-minded>>HATE THEM SO MUCH.and also BACK FIGHTER ..be NICE TO ME, i'll do same..
currently, i'm having a BIG CRUSH to a ......hahahaha..=)) i'm just inspired again..hihihiber! he's soooo CUTE!!! MGA ALAGA KONG EMO GUMMY BEARS!!!





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